SURE

sure, you can blog. it's the only thing. brr, edit, paradoxloophole

lesa

this will be my second blog after since meeting you, whee. dunno if this matters anymore. who am i leaving this for? dharmatic manuwer if you know what i mean.

firstime

this is my first time to blog in a while, since i moved out and went to rehab and everything. im living here with my mom which is terrible but bearable. if you are reading this i love you so much and im glad you're here. :)

zip

beeyah.

hi there, this blog is for you? that is really all i can think of to say to you. UNABSTRACTMUSE HAHA you kiss like a...i am no cyberwhore. i am no cyberwhore. would you like to see it?

who reads this blog? jason does. and you do. and what do you matyter?

dear diary? DEER DIEREE.

I HOPE THIS LETTER FOUND YOU WELL.

dear diary

today i startied doing cocaine again. it was a wonderful day overall and still is. i spent the day with 2 lovely people and nobody got shot, that i know.

im not really drunk i am just stupid

well, sweet. you have managed to hurt my feelings, i am in fear tonight, fear and loathing, but just a tiny bit.

05:09 < Stephalae> a baby?
05:09 < Stephalae> you wanna pay for it?
05:09 < Stephalae> or just make one?

horsehockey?

dont worry, it will make sense one day. i went out and painted tonight (fingers) but i did not join the un and help change the world or anything. i've been thinking about it though. kathy wants to get drunk with me and i am pondering the implications of thise. bonnie wants me to go to virginia with her, roanoka. i dunno if i can afford it. i know i cannot but i think i am going to do it anyway, depends on things. she is so soft.

01:53 <@tigr`> we were having sex
01:53 <@tigr`> and he put a hole
01:53 <@skan> mine was like "fuck you, you have a computer"

im drunk

00:43 <*> jbk changed the topic of #communityoutreach to: never buy wine from a man 00:43 <*> jbk changed the topic of #communityoutreach to: never buy wine from a man with purple feet
01:13 why is that?
01:13 you got something against purple feet?
01:14 <@jbk> think about it
01:14 <@jbk> and so how was your night out?
01:14 why d00:43 <*> jbk changed the topic of #communityoutreach to: never buy wine from a man with purple feet
01:13 why is that?
01:13 you got something against purple feet?
01:14 <@jbk> think about it
01:14 <@jbk> and so how was your night out?
01:14 why did'nt he have shoes on?
01:14 maybe the topic should be never buy wine from someone without shoes
01:14 <@jbk> to smash the grapes to make the wine
00:43 <*> jbk changed the topic of #communityoutreach to: never buy wine from a man with purple feet
01:13 why is that?
01:13 you got something against purple feet?
01:14 <@jbk> think about it
01:14 <@jbk> and so how was your night out?
01:14 why did'nt he have shoes on?
01:14 maybe the topic should be never buy wine from someone without shoes
01:14 <@jbk> to smash the grapes to make the wine
00:43 <*> jbk changed the topic of #communityoutreach to: never buy wine from a man with purple feet
01:13 why is that?
01:13 you got something against purple feet?
01:14 <@jbk> think about it
01:14 <@jbk> and so how was your night out?
01:14 why did'nt he have shoes on?
01:14 maybe the topic should be never buy wine from someone without shoes
01:14 <@jbk> to smash the grapes to make the wine
id'nt he have shoes on?
01:14 maybe the topic should be never buy wine from someone without shoes
01:14 <@jbk>00:43 <*> jbk changed the topic of #communityoutreach to: never buy wine from a man with purple feet
01:13 why is that?
01:13 you got something against purple feet?
01:14 <@jbk> think about it
01:14 <@jbk> and so how was your night out?
01:14 why did'nt he have shoes on?
01:14 %3

pics

my HEAD.

23:56 <@s-unknown> art 103 - history of modern art
23:56 <@s-unknown> it starts at neoclassical art
23:56 <@s-unknown> are you big on art jbk?
23:58 <@jbk> not really
Day changed to 18 Aug 2005
00:04 ow
00:04 what is neoclassical art
00:05 <@s-unknown> think pre-french revolution
00:05 <@s-unknown> classical art usually depicts greco-roman scenes
00:05 so does revolutionary french art
00:05 so
00:05 <@s-unknown> neo-classical is a return to the classical style
00:05 what style
00:05 can you show me some
00:07 <@s-unknown> http://www.ibiblio.org/wm/paint/auth/david/
00:07 <@ghettofab> Tiny URL: http://tinyurl.com/2culk (URL by s-unknown)
00:08 <@jbk> heh
00:08 <@jbk> i read stuff like that, and wonder if half the time if they're just flat out making it up
00:10 <@jbk> it reminds me of literary criticism
00:10 <@jbk> there was an article, i wish i had the url still
00:11 <@jbk> basically a guy pretty much gave you the formula for writing haughty-sounding literary criticism and demonstrated how it really added nothing meaningful to
understanding the discussion
00:12 s-unknown: i understand now. rock on.

baire fingernails

how much can they buy? i dunno. that is up to you. probably none. you always did scratch like a girl. and whwere you? dunno. i found some awesome cannibal ox bootlogs tonight, i am listening to them, no drawing. contemplating the navy. they have a posiotion for illustrators, which sounds cool. would i get to jump out of a plane? i dunno.

i bet i might. or is that just the army? 6 year minimum commitment here, there. i would love to travel.

anyway

anyway, i am feeling better now, i am sure, but i am not quite ready to deal with the reality of actually being the last emperor. what should i do? what? take advice from you? why would i? you seem to be missing the premise, but thank you for your pissy advice anyway. concubine? yes, thank you.

<3 mwah

huh? sleep.

well. i sslept some. i am slurring and stuttering because i just smoked alot. alot of TOBACCI! ha. shit.

hmm.

do i feel like blodding tonight? yes, i guess i do. hello old friend. i hope this finds you well.

what am i saying?

im not sure. what did i do today? drawed some. cute cartoons. i did not really meet anyone today. nobody new or interesting. not like you. i have a toothache, the one i killed with vicodin about 2 or 3 months back. remember that? yeah. well, it has been un-stepped on. it is stepping on me. i will probably go home early tonight. is that what i say? i mean to say that i will go to sleep.

what day is it?

i dunno, but thank you for asking. today is the day my girlfriend is going out to have drinks and 'ice cream' with ross, the drummer. whe. worldshattering.

tuesday

is today tuesday? no, it is not. so what. im drunk. i did some sketches today, with the help of my sidekick allison. it went well. picking up on shading. they will want that. if i apply for art schhool. schoool. ;)

thank you for asking.

am i a nerd? yes i am.

jbk

* jbk cuts skalpel
fucker!
* skalpel blogs about you

wednesday

blew off everything today (it is tuesday) and relaxed, as usual. oh well. i need it. i enjoy it. the world is ending and im liking it. what?!? the world? only the cats know (yes, i am a cat. dont ask me how i ended up in this body. body!? what body)

k, currently blogging. how are you? do not answer that, it does not really matter.

this is a blog, it is supposed to be one way. i am really starting to feel like a texan, lots of sun and alchohol. that is about it. still no job, but drawing more than i usually do. getting sketches done, for my portfolio, it seems.

i need to do some finished drawings though. i have been seeing you know who this summer, and i have enjoyed her alot. she has been a real blessing. do blogs always make you sound nerdy?

kittenmeowe